My Daily Mood Dilemma

I wake up and I don't want to do anything..Nothing!
I just feel lazy, tired, and unable to move a finger, and all I want to is to escape, stay away in silence, and not to talk to anyone.. and whatever responsibilities I have won't actually push me to do something.


I feel I want to do all it takes to achieve something, I see in myself the power and ability, I know what to do, I can see it clearly and I know I can. Accompanied by this belief that I am destined to achieve something, I am destined to make a change..


I look around me, watch the people I know or don't know, people whom are living their personal legends, they know what they want, or in their way to know, they are running in life, but in a track they chose and know that it would lead them where they want. They write, take photos, express themselves, scream, they are shouting out loud: I am Here and I have something to say that matters, and their lives are Full of ACTIONS!. I admire those people, respect them, and look up to them, because even if they discovered one day that they were wrong, or not going in the right direction at least they tried and now they know what they want!


I look at myself, at my day, I ask myself what did I produce? and I even go to the question what did I produce in my life till now? what is the thing that I can I say I achieved it? and I am always reaching the result, that I can't really say "I achieved something", because even the things that I like to do, reading, writing, photography, and travelling, I barely do them! I'm always having this feeling, I can achieve more, I'm not productive enough.

This is the dilemma of mood that I'm going through Daily!  

I believe I always need to put this Quote below in mind..

100 Days...

24th of June, is a day for blogging on Syria..


I have been having a lot of feelings about Syria since its revolution, and here came the time for me to express them..


Dear Syria,


I've always, as an Egyptian, felt attached and emotional when it comes to you. I respect your history, people, and the brave situations of you and your people through history. The 6th of October War, 1973 and the conflict against the unjust Israel, and how your people aren't and won't give up or negotiate their right in Gullan is just one example.


Sometimes I wished the Unity between you and Egypt have succeeded, I can't really figure what would have happened then, but I feel  we would have been stronger and more dignified. I even hated how the international politics separated between moderate regimes and the axis of evil regimes, and for sure the selfish interests of our regimes helped in that, But that won't be the case any more.


I can still remember how happy I was when the revolution started in Syria, I knew it won't come to an end except when You are Free... and You will be So Soon.


Dear Syria, don't give up..Keep going, keep fighting for your freedom and justice, keep fighting for a better future for your people...Don't bend, Don't Break, and Don't back Down. The Tyrant is Leaving soon..


I know it's been 100 Days and the world doesn't seem to care, the world is silent, but it has always been silent that's not a new thing. However we won't be Silent, we won't forget your martyrs and we won't Give up your right in freedom..