Ok!
Let's face it..
I suck at time management..
"keeping me impressed is a job"
I don't focus easily, I am lost and unstable sometimes
I think A LOT..I ask A LOT of questions too!
it often happens that I just want to stare and I don't want to interact with anyone
I can be way more effective/productive
I do have some mistakes..well a lot of them
I Love Photography, Writing and Reading But I don't do them regularly, unless the need push me hard!
Although I feel so happy while I do them..
People around me believe I have a lot potential that I don't really use..
My Words are louder than my Actions..
There are times that come when I'm constantly sucking! I know them very well these transition Phases, I even expect them.. It happened in My first year in primary school, and again in the 4th year after changing my school, in my first year in University and here it is again..
It's been years while I'm fighting with myself to wake up early, and still fighting!
I'm not convinced that I'm not that kind of a person who wakes up early, neither do I wake up early...
and that's the Point
Although all of the above issues/problems/mistakes I am not convinced, nor will I soon, that I should just adopt and live with it! I don't believe that this is Me; that's not the person I want to be..I still see myself destined to do something in this life, to change something, I can clearly imagine myself in the day of judgement telling Allah "I gave it all I can.. I tried and did my best..Allah I believe you created me to do something meaningful, of a value, and to stand for truth and justice and that's what I spent my life trying to do"
I still believe that the time will come when I wake early, I'm productive and effective enough, I'm focused and know what I want, when I achieve more than I dream, when I see myself on the right path and meet other people whom are still in the beginning of their life and assure them that any instability is normal at that time, and that they should benefit from it, and even Enjoy it.
No I'm sorry I won't surrender...I'll keep trying and fighting..Myself, But Allah please give me the strength, keep helping me be on the right track, keep sending me messages..and Keep my hope alive!
Let's face it..
I suck at time management..
"keeping me impressed is a job"
I don't focus easily, I am lost and unstable sometimes
I think A LOT..I ask A LOT of questions too!
it often happens that I just want to stare and I don't want to interact with anyone
I can be way more effective/productive
I do have some mistakes..well a lot of them
I Love Photography, Writing and Reading But I don't do them regularly, unless the need push me hard!
Although I feel so happy while I do them..
People around me believe I have a lot potential that I don't really use..
My Words are louder than my Actions..
There are times that come when I'm constantly sucking! I know them very well these transition Phases, I even expect them.. It happened in My first year in primary school, and again in the 4th year after changing my school, in my first year in University and here it is again..
It's been years while I'm fighting with myself to wake up early, and still fighting!
I'm not convinced that I'm not that kind of a person who wakes up early, neither do I wake up early...
and that's the Point
Although all of the above issues/problems/mistakes I am not convinced, nor will I soon, that I should just adopt and live with it! I don't believe that this is Me; that's not the person I want to be..I still see myself destined to do something in this life, to change something, I can clearly imagine myself in the day of judgement telling Allah "I gave it all I can.. I tried and did my best..Allah I believe you created me to do something meaningful, of a value, and to stand for truth and justice and that's what I spent my life trying to do"
I still believe that the time will come when I wake early, I'm productive and effective enough, I'm focused and know what I want, when I achieve more than I dream, when I see myself on the right path and meet other people whom are still in the beginning of their life and assure them that any instability is normal at that time, and that they should benefit from it, and even Enjoy it. No I'm sorry I won't surrender...I'll keep trying and fighting..Myself, But Allah please give me the strength, keep helping me be on the right track, keep sending me messages..and Keep my hope alive!
